I feel like this post is a bit surreal for me. I have been on an amazingly inspired journey this year with my love and passion for photography. I never in a million years would have conceived that I would be going back to film as it is to some; an outdated medium, but I feel like this is right where I need to be. For me going back to film is going back to my roots, where I started from, and in the most raw since what I feel in love about photography. As I set out to start my business I had no idea I would end up spending more time behind a computer than behind a camera. Silly huh? But such is life and I am by no means complaining, I love what I do and feel blessed to do it; but in an artistic since it is just different when your true desire is to be creating in camera vs on computer:)
So my awaking began completely by accident when I pre ordered a copy of
Elizabeth Messana's book
"The Luminous Portrait" a stunning read which at the time I purchased purely for the idea of creating better portraits. To my surprise and utter disbelief the entire book was about Elizabeth's love and devotion to film, and so my journey began. I was baffled, intrigued, and totally lost.
Thereafter I purchased
Jonathan Canlas book "
Film is not Dead" for further convincing that what was in my heart was not just craziness and this was worth following.
So with these and many other revelations, my heart was set on pursing film and I searched the internet for equipment only to feel more overwhelmed and unsure, plus the fact I am very "old school" and rarely by from the internet!! haha
So I waited. I asked other photog friends for advise on acquiring equipment locally and from their decided to just be patient and keep waiting: unsure about where and when and how, but trusting that God willing my time would come.
Several months later I got a random phone call from my photo mentor and friend who was hanging at a local camera shop in Little Italy and called to see if I had picked up a medium format film camera yet? (My heart was set on a Contax or Mamyia 645) He went on to tell me that they had a Mamyia 645 their for sale with 4 lenses, 3 film roll holder backs, a Polaroid back and more owned by a guy who worked their for years and in stellar condition.
And so my journey begins.... {Smile}
This session was an Inspiration Shoot which I had been dreaming about for a year now! My dear sweet friend Amanda and I had spoken about this and attempted to work together to make this happen several times to no avail but I believe the timing could not have been more perfect! I was thrilled that it lined up for this to be my first run with my film camera!! I bounced back and forth between both digital and film for this shoot and all the while Amanda smiled, posed beautifully, and kept the horses in check!
These are the best shots of the 3 rolls that I shot ~two color and one black and white. They are completely straight from the camera raw and untouched and I love them. {Smile}
I want to say a special thank you to Amanda for her friendship, help, and support in making this dream a reality.
Thank you to Brother Joe Ramirez for being at the right place at the right time and being an integral part in my photographic journey and always inspiring me to use my gifts for God.
To my Mom and Dad who always let me run wild with their camera while I was growing up. Shooting pics in and around the neighborhood of flowers and my dog mostly and of course on family vacations shooting countless pictures when it cost money to develop each shot. Your support and encouragement has now developed into a full fledged passion which I am living out.
Lastly, I want to thank my husband. He is my hero, my best friend, and a constant source of strength and encouragement to me. He has always empowered me to pursue my dreams and supported me in every way imaginable (including financially, camera equipment is not cheap! hehe) and for that I am forever grateful.
~Enjoy~
